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Who: Dag and Lena
What: A walk
Warning: Be wary of possible exy-say ituations-say

As they walked away from Dag's hotel room, he nervously laced his fingers through hers.
"So, uh," he said, "Andy's really cool. I bet you'd like him a lot."
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bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 02:55 am (UTC) (Link)
"Mmhmm," Lena said, giving Dag's hand a little squeeze.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 02:56 am (UTC) (Link)
"So how've you been?" Dag asked. "Have you had any dates? I haven't. Maybe Yente knows that my heart belongs to you." He gave Lena a nervous smile.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:00 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena giggled nervously.

"I had one. We said about ten words between us, and I'm not sure, but I think I may have forgotten to say goodbye before I left," she said.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:04 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag smiled a little with relief.

"Oh," he said. "Yeah...you know, we could ask not to go on any more dates if we're pretty much a couple." He glanced at her nervously.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:11 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena grinned. She was very excited that Dag was basically saying she was his girlfriend, but was even more excited at the idea of not having to go on any more dates.

"Yeah, we should do that," she said.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:12 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag looked relieved. He pulled Lena into a kiss.

"You are so amazing," he told her.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:18 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena gave another nervous giggle and felt herself blush. She couldn't think of anything to say, so she kissed Dag again.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:19 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag kissed her back for a long time, then pulled away and just looked at her. He loved looking at Lena. He gazed at her and saw something perfect and real. The opposite of the end of the world.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:28 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena bit her lip anxiously. She was never really comfortable with being looked at, so she laced her fingers through Dag's again and continued walking.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:29 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag walked along with her.

"Hey, Lena?" he asked.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:32 am (UTC) (Link)
"Yeah?" Lena replied.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:33 am (UTC) (Link)
"Have you had many boyfriends before?" he asked her. He'd almost asked if she'd had any boyfriends before, but thought that it might be a little insulting.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:37 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena felt embarrassed, but didn't want to lie.

"No," she admitted quietly. "None."
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:38 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag worried a bit about that. He wasn't exactly un-awkward, but he was as experienced as the next twenty-eight-year-old.

"Oh," he said. He kissed Lena, trying to act like it didn't matter. He squeezed her hand and kept walking.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:46 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena squeezed back, frowning self-consciously.

"Is that weird?" she asked.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:47 am (UTC) (Link)
"N-no," Dag said. "Well...okay, maybe. It's just that...well, I'm ready to fall in love. And you're probably...not. Y'know? 'Cause for some strange reason, people are designed to need to give up their hearts to a lot of shitty people before they can give up their heart to a great person. Bizarre, I know and yet...such is life."
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:57 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena's heart sank, but she tried to look nonchalant.

"You know, you don't have to go out with me," she said softly. She really meant it- she didn't want him to feel obligated to date her if he didn't want to- but she had a feeling it sounded really self-pitying or else really bitchy.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 03:58 am (UTC) (Link)
"Oh God, Lena, no!" he said. "I wouldn't give you up for anything. I'm just worried that I'll be a lot more serious than you. I mean...I, uh...I could see myself getting pretty serious about you."

He looked away.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:04 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena felt relieved. She wanted to say she felt the same way, but for some reason it was impossible. She really hoped that one day she would learn how to express her feelings, but she had a feeling that when you were as emotionally repressed as she was, it wasn't something you really got over.

She gave Dag another kiss, hoping that somehow he would just know how she felt.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:06 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag wondered if he was totally creeping Lena out, but decided it was best not to ask. He kissed her back and then kept walking in what he hoped was a comfortable silence.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:08 am (UTC) (Link)
After they had been walking for a few minutes, Lena asked, "Can we go sit somewhere?"
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:09 am (UTC) (Link)
"Sure," Dag said. "How about next to the lake?"
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:14 am (UTC) (Link)
"Sounds good," Lena said. She started walking in the direction of the lake.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:15 am (UTC) (Link)
When they arrived at the lake, Dag sat down. He looked at the water.

"It's so calm," he said. "Like...disaster-movie-impending-doom calm."
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:23 am (UTC) (Link)
"Mm," Lena said, resting her head on Dag's shoulder. "We're probably going to be attacked by a giant fish-monster."

She was not a clever person.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:24 am (UTC) (Link)
"Maybe you're gonna be attacked by a kiss monster," he said. He immediately hoped that Lena had briefly gone deaf and couldn't read lips.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:29 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena laughed and happily kissed him. As she did, she threw her arms around his neck.

After she pulled away, she said, "We're not very funny."
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:31 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag chuckled. "When I'm alone and bitter I'm a laugh riot, I swear," he told her.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:43 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena laughed and kissed him on the chin.

"I guess that's the price you pay for happiness," she said.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:44 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag smiled. "I'm happy," he said softly, honestly. He kissed her lovingly.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:52 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena kissed back.

"Me, too," she whispered in between kisses. She was proud of herself for actually saying it instead of just thinking it.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 04:54 am (UTC) (Link)
He kissed her back. He was starting to feel very much like a man with certain needs, but he remembered how upset she'd gotten last time and decided it was better not to risk it. He kept kissing her.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 05:00 am (UTC) (Link)
Still kissing him, Lena laid down and pulled Dag with her so he was laying on top of her. She did it on an impulse and was kind of embarrassed afterwards.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 05:02 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag started kissing her harder. Swept up by the intensity, he slid a hand under her shirt. In the back of his mind, he feared retaliation.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 05:08 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena briefly briefly considered telling him to stop, but realized there wasn't really a reason she should. She kept kissing him. Unaware that she was even doing it, she started pressing her hips harder against his.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 05:09 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag moaned. He got very, very hard as he kept feeling Lena's chest.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 05:17 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena gasped a little in surprise when she realized what it was that was pressing against her leg, but kept kissing him. She was surprised at how excited it made her.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 05:19 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag continued kissing her hard while trying to think of a way to ask if she wanted to do it other than asking, 'Do you wanna do it?' He felt like he used to be able to do that and wondered if dating an eighteen-year-old was making him turn into an eighteen-year-old.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 05:29 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena was getting very worked up, but she knew that even though she really, really wanted to sleep with Dag, she couldn't let herself do that yet. For one thing, they were outside and in public and there was a significant chance that an old Jewish lady would walk by and catch them copulating, but more importantly, she wasn't ready. Which sucked, because her body definitely thought she was ready.

She was so frustrated at the idea that she wasn't going to be able to do anything satisfying that she accidentally let out an exasperated sigh. She hoped Dag hadn't noticed.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 05:31 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag heard Lena let out a breath and assumed it was because she was so turned on.

"Do you wanna make love?" he asked breathily. It was the least sketch-guy-at-a-college-party phrasing he could think of.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 23rd, 2008 05:40 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena bit her lip.

"I can't," she said, frowning apologetically. She felt very guilty, and also very young.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 23rd, 2008 02:23 pm (UTC) (Link)
"Oh, right, that makes sense," Dag said, immediately feeling embarrassed and pedophiliac.

"Do you wanna go back to your room?" he asked. "Like, to cuddle?"
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 24th, 2008 08:09 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena smiled sheepishly and said, "Okay."

She still felt awful. Dag was a grown man, and she was sure it was annoying for him to have to deal with her eighteen-year-old-virginity crap.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 24th, 2008 08:12 am (UTC) (Link)
Dag put his arm tightly around Lena as they walked to her place.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 24th, 2008 08:18 am (UTC) (Link)
When they got to her room, Lena leaned over and kissed Dag's neck before opening the door.
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 24th, 2008 08:25 am (UTC) (Link)
Once they were inside, Dag lied down on the bed.

"Ooh, this is comfy," he commented.
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 24th, 2008 08:34 am (UTC) (Link)
Lena smiled and laid down next to him. As she wrapped her arms around him, she said, "I'm really sorry."
canadiandag From: canadiandag Date: June 24th, 2008 05:40 pm (UTC) (Link)
Dag pulled Lena closer and kissed her. "About what, baby doll?" he asked. "You didn't do anything."
bigfatgreeklena From: bigfatgreeklena Date: June 25th, 2008 01:34 am (UTC) (Link)
"Because, you know..." Lena trailed off, realizing that being overly apologetic was probably a lot more annoying than just being a prude. "Never mind," she said, giving Dag another kiss.
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